I mean, I'll be flat honest. I would love to get involved with things too, but I also feel pretty damned invisible. I don't want to bother already overworked people and I don't feel like I really can contribute in a meaningful way. And that's when I have the fucks to give.

To be honest, lately, I don't.

Right now by the time I get home from my extremely physical job without air conditioning I'm totally checked out.