( cut for insomniatic blabbering )

also I actually miss my goddamned cats so much it hurts. which is fucking irritating because I am still mad as fuck over what they did to that basement, I haven't forgiven them, and I still have to deal with all of that when I return to humanity too, and it's also embarrassing because who misses a fucking cat -- but apparently I am stupid enough that I still miss them and wish I had them in my goddamned hotel room with me.

also, I am actually not even drunk. :/