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[seventhe]

We made it to Wisconsin to see my grandfather. I am so glad we went when we did; it was a blessing to see him when he could still recognize us and talk a little bit. The weekend as a whole was stressful and depressing and sad, but I'm not going to let that take away the good of what we did, which was going to see him one last time when there was still enough there to know us. They do not think he has a lot of time left. I really don't want to get into the rest of it right now.

Which leaves me three days of work this week, two nights of frantic costume-detail, and then Otakon. I know that Otakon/cosplay's an event/hobby I choose, which limits my 'right' to complain about it; it's just somewhat poor timing right now. I can't wait to get there, to see everybody, to have a bit of distraction - I really need this trip. Don't get me wrong. If I could go now, I would.

I'm just... oh, hey, emotional rock bottom: so this is what you look like. And I thought January was bad.

Anyway! I'm doing alright, all things considered, I guess. I won't be around for a while, although you can always get me through email. ♥

Comments

[astrangerenters.livejournal.com]

I am thinking positive and good things for you. I usually do, but this time I'm thinking extra hard with even more brain cells firing here.

[venefica-aura.livejournal.com]

We can always finish up your costumes there, we all have skills. Don't stress it.

Will give you lots of beer. I also have exciting presents for you since I had to wait on them and couldn't give them to you around your birthday.

[jennyclarinet.livejournal.com]

Sorry about your grandpa, but at least you got to see him once more...that is more than I was able to do for my dad and uncle.

Have fun at the con with your goofy pals.

[darcenciel.livejournal.com]

<3 I'll see you this weekend, dear.
I'm glad you got to see your grandfather.

[ifotismeni]

so many sympathies from me. i am so glad you got to see him.

we all can't wait to see you. i won't be able to give you proper hugs as i will have GRAHHHHANIMAPAIIIIN all over me, but maybe i can wrap my chains around you and give ANIMA!HUGS instead?

[first-seventhe.livejournal.com]

BEST IDEA. YES PLEASE.

[fallnangelspike.livejournal.com]

Me. you. Beer. Bondage.

Dont fucking lie, this is gonna rule.

[shanaqui]

I love you.

[yi-sen.livejournal.com]

Thinking about you. Wish I could be in town to see you.

[drakonlily.livejournal.com]

Please con now.

[safety-caesars.livejournal.com]

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