seventhe: (Default)

no, this is not the post about job search depression. not yet.

I participate in Get Your Words Out every year as something that motivates me to make words, much like NaNoWriMo -- it isn't necessarily about "winning" either, but it's about having a reason to track words, which then becomes having a reason to write. In 2020 or 2021, I forget which, I managed to write somewhere near 350,000 words. What a fuckin' banger. A lot of it was Old Vines, and some of it was work words, and all of it was fun as hell.

The thing I noticed at the end of the year, however, was that my writing was just inconsistent -- I was carrying myself towards that goal with days where I wrote 5000, 7000 words in one day, and then not writing for the next 4 days in a row. So if I could get my ASS to the COMPUTER to do the THING, i usually could get a significant number of words done. So let's focus on that, sez my brain, and we'll be a super-writer.

2022 Sev said well, hey, there's a habit pledge for GYWO, so: I took it, with the rather extreme idea of writing 240 days out of the year. that's like 4-5 days a week. But hey! It isn't wordcount! Although I still fucking decided I was going to try to write 300,000 words. just 300K. Not 350K. lol. I'm stupid.

Then at the beginning of 2022 I lost my content writing job - more like, they hired someone full-time and let all the contractors go without warning, yes, I'm still mad - and therefore lost one of the major impetus for me actually sitting down at the computer to write. Plus, I'd been counting work words as part of the yearly target -- which I think is fuckin fair when you write for a living, yeah?, so.

And then as I realized other work had also dried up and I was going to have to start major job hunting - and then the experience of that job hunting - there was a depression zone where I absolutely dried up on words. Like, nearly completely. Most of my WIPs just kind of hung in space, and I had to start an entirely new Good Omens fic (forth the fifth) to have anything going on, and THEN it was only a super-hyperfixation on Detroit: Become Human that really pulled me out of the wordslump and back into writing things. Getting back to the WIPs has been challenging.

And with my new job, there aren't wordcounts I can tally towards anything -- I'm writing and editing at the same time, and sometimes working on things like how the fuck do we cite this and a surprising amount of meetings, and the moral of this story is that I'm unlikely to make either my formal or informal GYWO target this year -- which again, I don't do it for the win, but boy howdy did I misjudge this year.

And what have I learnt about my writing process this year? Since that was the entire point of trying a new target and a new approach? Well, fuck, I'm not sure I've learnt anything, except that it's more fun to write when people are directly cheering you on, which isn't anything new. As of today I've written about 150K, and 135 days out of the year. I am 69 days behind where I should be and there are like. Idk. 70 days left in the year? So obviously I'm not gonna make it lol.

Anyway this has been a long ramble about things that are only important in my head, with no real conclusion. Clearly I am a professional! And I need to get back to actual work!

Stay tuned for NaNoWriMo, where I try to get my 3 FTH fics out in a month while still updating at least 3 WIPs! oh my god, why am i like this? I'm so stupid?

Talk to me about your 2022 writing (or creating in general, if you're a creator but not a writer!). How did you do. How dumb am I. It is a mystery!

words

Jun. 4th, 2021 11:43 am
seventhe: (Default)

yes i also hate that i posted to tumblr first rather than DW, but i needed to embed the image easily, so that's where i went dont shoot me

word count update is here!

yes: I'm behind my GYWO target. Behind by about 25,000 words going into june. for someone who writes the way i did last year, this isn't too concerning yet, especially because i have two new projects i'm excited about and a bunch of year-old comms i want to dig into for motivation. but like ... like you'll see on the post. life has been A Thing. it's been too much of A Thing. I give up.

also realizing its already june has been a punch to the gut; my brain still thinks it's, like, april. somehow. halfway through the year and i've made no significant progress on either of my two goals for 2021: finishing my first original novel and getting back into shape. i don't know why the turning of the calendar hits like this - i'm of the opinion that the best time to start a project is right now - but if it motivates, i'm going to use it.

i mean, i've been cancelling my two standard weekly original fiction dates lately because i am either overworked or too exhausted, so i only have me to blame, but then again gestures at tumblr post That's A Thing.

anyway im overworked and tired and mad and slowly going crazy, how are yall

(EDITED) to say that every single tag on this post is accurate but while going through my tags i found this and im fucking howling why am i like this

seventhe: (Aziraphale: great big bugger)

ever since the beginning of this year when i made it one of my goals to get better and more prolific with art, i've been really, really having to reevaluate my approach. overall i think i've made some pretty significant progress with art, and i need to tell myself that, because part of it is just still disappointing to me.

what i want to be able to do with art is sit down and draw something that's in my head and have it come out more or less like what i want. it doesn't have to be total realism -- i'm sure i'll have a style. it doesn't have to be neat - my art is messy by default. but i want to be able to, like, draw a comic panel or something, in a reasonable amount of time. mostly, it's drawing people that i want.

yeah, im nowhere near that.

my FIRST big adjustment this year was finally getting through my own head that using references isn't "cheating." once i got established in my little corner of the good omens fandom and talked to more and more artists, i finally got it through my brain - and i mean this has been years in my brain rent-free - that using references is something a lot of artists do. some of them will even trace a generic pose before going on to make it their own. this is what has substantially improved my art - FUCKING SURPRISE, SURPRISE - because as it turns out, i can draw nearly anything with a reference, and draw it rather well -- or, well enough to satisfy my internal monologue.

but i know not all artists have to look up 4-5 references and mash them all together if they want to make a piece of art? and i know a lot of artists can sit down and do a doodle that looks great in like a half hour with no refs at all? and that's what i want to be able to do, because sometimes, looking for a reference that fits perfectly is exhausting - takes as long as the art lol - and even then there's something about it that doesn't always feel "yours."

the thing is that for me, art takes time, and whine delayed gratification is haaaaard. but i think i have to get it through my head that at the stage i'm in, art is going to take time. if i could work on one piece a week i could probably put out some pretty good stuff, but my brain is still like "we sit down every night and draw A Thing and then judge it" and like .... jklsdhgksjllgk im not sure what i'm trying to say here. lkashflksahgsdhklg coming out wrong.

i think this is the point on that learning-scale graph where you're in the plateau that you can see what's good and what's wrong about your art (and others' art, which is surprising!) but you aren't good enough to get there. which of course means practice, but it's really hard to practice when you're absolutely failing at your actual goal, which is to sketch (let me reiterate - PEOPLE) reasonably well without a reference.

so i think my SECOND art adjustment of 2021 has to be learning that a lot of good art takes a lot of time, even for 'real' artists, and i should allow myself that time when i'm trying to create things of a certain standard -- and also to learn that the more i draw FROM references, the better i will get at being able to draw WITHOUT them.

i've already come this far just with practice, and for the first time ever i signed up as an artist for the GORBB (reverse big bang) (you can see it here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/29072034) which was a big milestone too. and the work was in the middle in regards to detail and time put in (i'm not going to say, nor judge, on the quality of other people's works, but i was happy with how it ended up, even if there are still things i'd change). i've done a ton of color studies and portraits and things like that, and it has resulted in actual improvement, so i know it works.

it's just stupid, because my brain is whiiiiiining about it, and i know the answer is "art more and learn", but boy howdy do we not want to.

anyway that's thoughts whats the haps anyone want to gimme an art prompt i guess lmfaoooo

isolation

Nov. 11th, 2020 12:52 pm
seventhe: (Rosa/Rydia: got your back)

(content warnings: i just talk about the shit that's going on rn cause i gotta, but if any of it is triggering for you, be careful or scroll past)

so, as it turns out - as anyone could have predicted - i'm behind AF on nano.

look, a lot of it is that the first week of november got tied up in the hellhole that was america's election. fuck. i had done a lot of research and i knew what to expect and i STILL DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT. that entire week was draining as fuck and even the relief of them finally calling it for biden was destructive and devastating in its own way. (i cried. i dont ever cry. i fucking bawled.)

and some of it is another lesson in preparation. i have a great outline for this novel! i know all the plot beats for all three plotlines! but i didn't practice getting into either character's voice, so while im still writing, it's very third-person-onmicient type, very distant, rather than the third-person-intimate that im going for.

and ive become STUPIDLY hung up on that! LIKE, ITS STOPPING ME FROM WRITING. i realize i just need to forge ahead and i'll find their voices eventually, but like, brain matter no go. head empty no thots.

SURPRISINGLY, though, if i count all words i've written (including nano, patreon, work words, fanfic, etc) i am on pace to hit the 50K. guess what I might be doing, rather than focusing entirely on the nano words. fml. etc.


my two oldest nieces are coming this weekend for their birthday celebration. when they were young i decided that instead of birthday gifts, what each girl got was a weekend alone, just with me, where we would do super fun things and they get to have all of the focused attention from their aunt and uncle. it's worked great, but this year, because of the rona, their schedules are all fucked up (you would not BELIEVE what my bro and SIL have had to work out to manage both of their jobs with 3 children under the age of 7 at home; it's crazy), and we wanted to limit the travel as well. so both girls are coming together to stay with me, to celebrate together. i'm very excited, but wow, that's also been a whirlwind.

i had to clean the entire house. the thing is, when you've been in house since march, and you're already disabled, and you're depressed, and you're tired, and you have 5 cats, the house can quickly get to a pint where you really give no more fucks about it. hugely. bigly. i had to summon my mum, Crown, and murder husband to help me out with it, but now the house is gorgeously clean and i am happy. doing all the work at once was kind of a sledgehammer to the face tho, RIP me, but i did it.

fought with Crown over a bunch of stuff too. it's resolved and we are in a better place after having it out, but that also hit me like a fucking pickup truck, thanks.

also didnt help nano.


isolation is weird. i dont mind being alone - i love being stuck in my house alone, that's like, my dream world - but i feel like i've hunkered down here in other ways as well. friends i used to talk to daily, i check in like once a week. a BIG part of that is, well, having nothing to really say. my new contract remains in covid limbo, my other work continues, and my desire to write a novel to sell is just aksjdlkasdjggs, so like, ??? why bother to talk, there's no news here, etc.

im also just not very good at staying in touch because of (reasons) and the situation is compounding that and really doubling down on it. how can i reach out to people when im spending most of my mental energy not going completely batshit??? "hey demons. it's me. your boy."

i mean i also feel like other friends are pulling back as well, probably because none of us really have anything new to say. it's just an interesting side effect of isolation, i guess?

plus it's the jazz hands depressssiioooonnnnn ~! for all of us!

i really just exist on discord these days. honestly.


ANYWAY.

i haven't yet given up on the novel, nor have i given up on trying to grow my kofi and patreon to help me out in these terrible times. ([personal profile] crankyoldman, thanks so much for the Kofi! that covers this month's entire Chewy order! <3 <3 aaaaaaa ILU and i miss you guys!!) it's just such a bizarre fucking time to be a conscious thinking creature and that's weird, i guess.


went to target and bought a bunch of men's shirts for the winter. sorry but for what i want men's clothes are vastly superior. you can't get a women's t-shirt that's long enough to go over hips or really be tucked in unless you find a "tunic length" and they're like $25. i got 3 mens tees for $18. i also now have a giant hoodie with thumbholes. bless.

plus big ass sports bras. i just want my tits to be comfortable. dont always bra them, but like when im cleaning they gotta be held. gently. softly cupped in place so that they don't get tossed around too much. i dont know where im going with this.

i just want to be comfortable here in my private cave.


the stasis of isolation. such an odd year it's been this last month.


Ko-fi for the cats || Patreon for CYOA and the novel || Sev's Pub, my creative works discord || carrd for the rest

seventhe: (Crowley: snake stare)

because i am That Guy:

I took a lump out of my retirement savings to support myself while I try to write an actual book! then, a week later, i got hired! this is my life. I've been hired to work as a technical writer with a great local company that does all sorts of technical writing and instructional design work (something im VERY interested in), which is awesome, but the first contract they were going to give me unfortunately fell through. they are frantically looking for projects for me because the VP of Ops apparently wants me as an employee very badly (a great feeling after months of unemployment lbr) so i'm willing to wait it out, esp cause i have the lump now.

and because i'm a giant waste of an idiot, i've decided i'm still going to try to write the novel. for NaNoWriMo. while working and doing work words. and 2 Good Omens zines. and Patreon. and commissions. and my regular WIPs. and cleaning my house. and so on.

giant waste of an idiot.

ANYWAY. most of you have probably already seen this on my other social media but just in case you haven't, i have two polls out about my novel. mainly because i have too many fucking ideas and styles, so i'm letting the general populace help me narrow down for my first novel attempt.

i realize my FF writing is slim these days, MCU and GO being my main fandoms at the moment, but i'm still interested in Ye Olde Canons -- it's a matter of time, these days. so for those of you who know me from FF and such, your input is DEFINITELY appreciated, because you've seen sides of my work that my current fandoms haven't. :) <3

the first poll about the content of the novel is here

the second poll about the format of the novel is here

and since im still technically unemployed lemme toss the reminder that you can always find me, my sites, and my KoFi and Patreon here: https://sevdrag.carrd.co/

<3 <3 send me all the luck you can. as soon as i set up my NaNo page i'll post it here <3

seventhe: (Rydia: reversed)

Just want to note that I've updated a bunch of stuff:

  • I am renovating my Patreon (https://www.patreon.com/Sevdrag) for a new launch in September; you can read about the new stuff in this public post here. I am still barely employed because of the coronavirus and even the $1 tier gets sneak peek access to a bunch of stuff! Please consider helping me out. Right now I'm active there in Marvel/MCU and Good Omens; that being said if I had enough interested patrons I would absolutely add Final Fantasy content as well.
  • I've also got me a KoFi (https://ko-fi.com/sevdrag) if anybody wants to drop me a one-time donation and buy the cats some treats!
  • You can find everywhere I'm doing stuff right now on my carrd, too (https://sevdrag.carrd.co/) -- I am slowly getting back into art, which will be on my art Insta and my tumblr (other than the Patreon-only stuff)!

I am ALSO, FINALLY, starting work on an original novel that I intend to have (self)published by the end of 2020. Much of it has already been written, and since I'm just a bum right now, I intend to make a real serious try at finishing it this time.

It's a rough time to be only semi-employed, y'all, and while I'm absolutely looking for work every single day, fandom is what's keeping me sane right now. (I won't open another round of commissions until I finish my outstanding ones, of course.)

sending yall love and intending to post more here as well !

seventhe: (SAZH)

COMMISSIONS and COMMITMENTS:

  • Bem and Roy do Tiamat (7-10K) --> START
  • MCU / Black Jewels crossover (10K+) --> FINISH OUTLINE
  • PaNcaKeS (however long it is) --> POST
  • Measure of Distance, new chapter --> POST
  • Old Vines, new chapter --> stay 5 chap ahead of posting (updates wednesday)
  • Patreon smut fic --> patrons only!

BACKBURNER STUFF:

  • Sokka fic I owe Lua --> GOT THAT IDEA FROM TUMBLR GOTTA WRITE IT
  • knees deep in water (but we're not sunk yet) --> finish the GO triptych

writing is hard!


BUT HERE! are recent fun things you may not have seen!

Read more... )

me, belatedly looking at this list from a distance: jesus christ i'm writing 1400 different ideas and AUs and universes here why
also me, squinting: no im not in a character and pairing niche right now what do you mcfuckin mean

me, after posting: STOP LOOKING AT MY WORD COUNTS LIKE THAT AAAAAAAAA

(current (i think) masterlist here: writing / comms log)

seventhe: (SAZH)

...or, How Writing A Completely Gratuitous Good Omens Human AU Winery Based Fanfiction Led Me To A Very Personal Revelation That’s Kind Of Embarrassing, I guess.

I find myself in a place where I am simultaneously handling all of the stresses and changes from the rona very well, with very little concern, and... also not doing very well myself at all. It’s a weird dichotomy. The truth of it is exactly that: I am in fact managing the rona situation just fine, but I myself am not. That. Okay.

“well” )

seventhe: (SAZH)

well, butts, my paid DW expired. I’m really watching money atm so I’m not going to revive it until I’m in a better place financially. I miss my icons, and my tag abilities. butts. someday i will pay you again, DW.

Anyway this entry is just a tracking exercise for me, prioritizing my writing responsibilities for the rest of January. Buckle up, chucklefucks

Words )

A NOTE: if you’ve commissioned me please check this list and make sure I have your info right! I FEEL LIKE I FORGOT SOMEONE??

If you’re interested:

god how the fuck do you do normal quotes on a mobile device thats hella annoying

seventhe: (Cats: I LIKE THEM)
heLo! we steal moms lapputer for this. ! not soRRY!

mom stress so much for hollidays becaus hav no money? doesNO'T like asking helps? but we are sellfish cats and happy to ask for pressent. we have WISH LI ST we make on line web site for all things we need: to eat, for poop ing, and TOYS!!!!!!

we like chewy dotcom bettr but they dont hvae wishlist so we make do with other site. sorries!?

is list for CATS!!!

if nmot mom also has venmo thing even few buck dollers will get TREATS! !

obvusly no pressure,,, we are just cats an have will porbably forget dis post after three?? minute! but if anyone want 2 help we realllllllly appreciate all gifts of food and poops and plays an mom will give us SPECIAL HUG if we able to help with moneys thing.

. thank thank THANK. !! will make sure mom send many pictur of our beautyful face as encourage and more thank!

LOVE,
porter
mama rosa
iggy
POTATO



rydia not want her name near love part ha ha
seventhe: (MAC Batman)

been meaning to update just like ive been meaning to do a lot of thingslksdjgldkfjgdf

So here I am 20 days into NaNo and still banging it out like a champ. I’ve had two goose egg days so far, but I’ve had a lot of very productive days as well (esp thanks to [personal profile] lassarina!) and as of today I’m about to be only ~1200 words behind actual target. That’s ~32K of absolutely original fiction I’ve written this month and I’m on track to making it 50K.

The amount was never a question for me - last year, after quitting my job and signing up for the Winterhawk exchange, I wrote 57K in 10 days; that pretty much proved to me that NaNo wouldn’t be about the wordcount - but it was about the habit. Can I write every day on something? Can I write original stuff every day? Can I write it around all the other words I do, for pay and for fandom?

I mean, yeah, sure, looks like I can.

I’ll admit, I went into November with a changed mindset. Having realized I’d been out of industry work for a year absolutely hit me in the head with the what do you have to show for yourself rock, and it led me to a new sort of determination I haven’t seen in a while. NaNo - the act of doing something daily and tracking it - was really just a crutch to get me into new habits. And it’s working — somewhat.

I’ve been much better during the day about dedicating time to words. I can write over 5000 words in one day before my brain really starts to sink. I can switch between original and work and fanfiction as I need. And I’ve been writing (nearly) daily for 20 days now, which was the goal, so yay.

But - as my fucking dumb gay ass should have predicted - regiments and discipline come in steps. And when I’m spending time on original fiction to that degree every day plus my work words, plus fanfiction stuff, I still don’t have time to do much more than... keep up. I’ve made no real progress on unfucking the house; I can keep afloat, but that’s it. Any extras cleaning I’ve done over the last few weeks has been UNdone by days where i can’t get to thinks.

[And, also, crucially and critically: I am sick. I’m sick for the first time in MONTHS, possibly since LAST WINTER. It was a good run while it lasted, but I’ve now been sick for over ten days, sinus infection / flu / fever / cough / sore throat / runny nose / sneezing / aching / stuffed head / gross feeling / no willpower to do anything / naps every day and not the fun gratuitous kind. I do need to note this because it’s also robbed me of any extra energy I might have had for additional activities.] [I don’t mind because it wasn’t like I was ever going to get sick again in my life, and this really just proves that it was having me out of a crowded office situation with tons of people and their tons of germs that helped me stay as not-sick as I did for so long.] [ Plus I always get sick on November so it’s like oh, hey, you again?]

The key will be — December, I want to say, but December always sucks. Holidays take up a lot of space for me and my family - not just time, really, we only spend a couple days together, but the energy of preparation and gifting always becomes frantic and gross by the end - and I have another niece birthday visit coming up that’ll eat up a weekend. The key will be taking this daily motivation and hanging onto it through December, and into January, and letting it morph itself into something that encompasses more than writing.

Now that I have the daily habit, I want to do the same with drawing, to just doodle something daily and let myself practice at that. I need to set days and times aside for house projects and have them be priority — not let the specter of Nano Words or Work Words be more important (Nano is of course a fallacy i use to be lazy; work words are important cause they pay).

I’m not really sure where I’m going with this ramble. About four or five days in I had a real low period and almost decided to quit NaNo because it was interfering too much with the rest of my day and words and chore schedule and grumble I didn’t know what I was doing and I should be writing work and commissions anyway and such whining. Then I woke up on day like six or seven, my head clear, realized that had been An Episode, and just pushed on with the wording. 20 days and over 30K is a success for me on projects; it’s the maintenance, the daily bits.

I dunno. There was gonna be a point to all this but now I’m just talking about the process (but in the most BORING way POSSIBLE because i dont want to get INTO the PROCESS and now I’m just CAPSING at RANDOM)

Anyway. Still here, still writing, still having successes and failures big time. Still broke! Who knew!

(It will always be a shame that ppl at tumblr cant see my brilliant DW tags; i use IFTTT to cross post, but i haven’t yet found one that will swipe up all of my DW tags and include them on the tumbles)

seventhe: (Cock: GIANT COCKFISTING)

a wild sev emerges from the depths of the ravine HI WHATS UP LETS TALK ABOUT NANOWRIMO, ORIGINAL FICTION, AND MY FUCKING SABBATICAL

me yelling into space about my life )

Anyway, the IMPORTANT question is about NaNo projects. I've narrowed it down to 3, because I have to start somewhere. (none of them are lesbian werewolves in space, namely because while i have the characters and worldbuilding down, the plot needs some solid work i haven't done.) Let me know what you think of the following concepts -- you don't have to vote or anything, but if something sounds interesting, I'd love to hear it.

  1. Young woman working as a non-magical analytical scientist suddenly and drastically discovers she has the specific magical ability of working a season's circle with a coven of four (spring summer autumn winter; she's autumn). The season's circle is when four witches work together to create a passageway between the [land of the fey] and the human's world, allowing an (1) powerful being to step through or back. This particular circle is attempting to summon a cool demon-type dude who is powerful enough to stop an entity called the Oak King, who's basically spreading dark magic through the land etc etc. The circle has been holding on to the magic with only 3 witches but they need the 4th to complete the rite. Unfortunately, Amber has no fucking clue how any of this works and basically gets stabbed with her power; Summer really hates her for some reason; she has to come to terms with Autumn being the season of death; and who the hell is going to finish her analytical work while she spends three months in a season's circle coma? Additional options include: background romance, Gay, lots of fun worldbuilding, urban fantasy type setting where this could be the real world just with some magic bullshit.

  2. Sassy idiot lady born with the power to scry into the past uses her magic and tools to make a living exploring things for fussy customers who want answers. Lives in a rough edge of town, doubles at a bar for free food, manages to get by in the grey area between the brightness of the City and the darkness of the Void. One day a scry doesn't work, which has never happened in her career, and she starts finding out other magics are failing: the bar owner's beer went off, her father's healing magic didn't come when called, etc etc. She's eventually sought out by [the equivalent of a detective] to help [a City murder case] but drags him into finding out what's going on in their small town as recompense. Turns out the two are related, but she doesn't have any other magical powers and doesn't know how to fight off this [creature] that's slowly moving in on their City. Bisexual protag and this is definitely Not Our World. Additional options include: Karma Knights (when killing someone is right, they're the ones who do it), Wild Gay Fairy, this world could easily explode if i let it.

  3. Young lady was born with a huge reservoir of magical energy but lacks the ability to channel it all. Having been abandoned/orphaned (not sure yet) she's now training with the dwarves to learn how to be a healer, figuring she may as well try it. Her (erstwhile; somewhat removed) cousin has the gift to heal the earth, and asks Enna to come on her pilgrimage across the Civil Lands and into the Nolands to try to heal the damage so that the land can be used [think: remnants of a nuclear apocalypse healed by elemental magic]. Cousin, her existing band of jolly protectors, and Enna set out across the absolute disaster of the journey, haunted by demons and Nightmares, often having to invent new ways to use their skills because nobody has faced this shit yet. One part FFX pilgrimage, one part Enna finding her own purpose, one part environmentalist rants in the form of a tiny girl.

Thoughts?

[edit] markdown y u always do this to me fuck ity

seventhe: (Irvine: Shoot!)
Hey darlings,

Update on my ongoing commissions round — Tiers 3, 4, and 5 are absolutely closed at the moment. However, Tiers 1 & 2 are still wide open, much to my surprise. Tier 1 is $20 and gets you a nice, flavorful quick take on something; Tier 2 is $35 and nets you a study of your prompt. Both will be faster turnarounds once I’ve finished my current work, so please consider helping out!

Or if commissions aren’t your style, please check out my Patreon, where I offer you the chance to prioritize my work and (eventually) will start posting snippets in advance as soon as I get a few more followers! $5/mo to tell my dumb ass what to do. Money well spent.

You guys are gonna be getting some good shit out of this round too. We have some Clint-centric humor, some fantasy-AU Winterwidow, ghost hunting in FFVIII and some absolutely devastating dragon drama from FFXIV. This is in ADDITION to FFIV Rosa-meta and Winterhawk fantasy service smut that’s on its way as well. PLUS I’m working on what would have been my Good Omens Big Bang project, which I’m using as a mental break when commissions get to be too much. someone commission me for GO dammit There is a LOT going on over here on my keyboard.

I realize I’m selling my words for money like an asshole but like i really, REALLY appreciate all of the support and help, and I absolutely promise to pay it forward next time I’m solvent. I’m in some of the nicest and best fandoms around, I swear to fuck.
seventhe: (SAZH)
Hey yall:

So on 01 September, I’ll be opening up this Patreon to try something a little fun: if you subscribe for only $5/month, you get to vote EVERY WEEK on which of my WIPs I work on and post! It’s a fun little way to get involved with what I’m writing, and it’ll help push me to get more fanfic content out for everyone.

Here’s how it will work. On Fridays I’ll post a poll. It’ll include maybe 3-4 of my WIPs, and it’ll shuffle every week, so that everything has a chance eventually and nothing gets left behind. Voting will be open all weekend, until Monday (at whatever time I crawl out of bed), and I’ll announce it on all my platforms to remind everyone, because I like attention. Then I’ll start working on that particular story from Monday until Friday; ideally I’ll be able to post on Fridays, but if not, you’ll get snippets in the Patreon that nobody else can see. Then we continue with another poll!

I’ve listed out some of my current WIPs on Tumblr, or you can check my AO3 to see what’s going on over there.

This is intended to be FUN. I need a little boost, I need a little cash, and it’ll help me get works out AND tide me over until I can open another round of commissions. (Target date for that is 01 October.) So if you like my writing, and you can spare $5/month, please help me out!

Currently unfilled commissions WILL be worked on regardless, and will be part of this as well!, but my brain needs to be working on multiple things at once and as such the polling should help direct all of it.

<3 <3
seventhe: (SAZH)
I’m gonna be That Guy for a moment here...

I’m compiling myself some notes and thoughts about original fiction, and I’m trying to find a good intersection of things I’m interested in, things i’m good at, and things that might sell.

Can y’all lemme know what you like about my writing?

You can comment, or comment anon, i dont really care, I’d just like to know what people like so that I can make sure what i *want* to write matches my strengths.

Thank you in advance and bless

https://archiveofourown.org/users/seventhe If you need a reminder :)

gratuitously stupid cat photo for thank

HI DW

Jul. 10th, 2019 07:13 pm
seventhe: (Cock: GIANT COCKFISTING)
Hello as i ROLL THROUGH HERE with random things ive written and then run away again!

swallowed the dice (8383 words) by seventhe
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Final Fantasy VI
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Celes Chere/Locke Cole/Setzer Gabbiani
Characters: Celes Chere, Locke Cole, Setzer Gabbiani
Additional Tags: Clothing Porn, Threesome - F/M/M, gratuitous appreciation of locke's ass, Heist
Series: Part 8 of Sev's Commission Run 2019
Summary:

I swallowed the dice / I make my own luck now. Locke, Celes, and Setzer are taking things into their own hands in the aftermath of Kefka. They're tracking the shadows of the Empire, taking back what belongs to others, and celebrating having found a life to suit them all.



and She who made kittens put snakes in the grass (4146 words) by sevdrag
Chapters: 1/?
Fandom: Good Omens (TV), Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley (Good Omens)
Characters: Aziraphale (Good Omens), Crowley (Good Omens), Snakes - Character, Like a Fuckload of Snakes
Additional Tags: Parenthood, Snakes, dads, like i don't even know what to tag, Children, ????????? - Freeform, i am prepared to be defriended here, deLETE THIS
Summary:

Sometimes a family can be a doting angel, a cranky demon, and their adorable forty snake children.



amidst this bitterness (9503 words) by sevdrag
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark
Characters: Tony Stark, Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes
Additional Tags: Background Winterhawk, Soulmate-Identifying Marks, Soulmates
Series: Part 6 of Sev's Commission Run 2019, Part 2 of i'll know (soulmark universe)
Summary:

Tony’s always been fascinated by soulmarks. Like, what the fuck? There’s science that can see the soulmarks working in someone’s brain, chemical responses and nerve actions they can trace, but in the end no one really knows how it works, which is fascinating. He considers, for the four-hundredth time, writing a set of academic papers on what happens when your soulmate leaves you. Taking his own blood samples, monitoring his own brain, mathematically inscribing the pain he feels in his heart every time his left arm burns at him. It’s a field not many have looked into; he’s checked.

 

Steve and Tony, post-Civil War, and their soulmarks.



the sweetest (4513 words) by sevdrag
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Clint Barton
Characters: Clint Barton, James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Tony Stark, Sam Wilson (Marvel), Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Pietro Maximoff, Wanda Maximoff
Additional Tags: Mandatory Fun Day
Series: Part 7 of tumblr mugged me in a back alley
Summary:

Turns out Clint's favorite afternoon snack actually comes from Hydra. It's a typical day for the Avengers, really.

(Mandatory Funday PopCycle prompt)



space, in the black (5073 words) by sevdrag
Chapters: 2/2
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Clint Barton
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Clint Barton, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Firefly Setting, Alternate Universe - Firefly Fusion, Bucky don't use proper grammar, Ensemble Cast
Series: Part 5 of Sev's Commission Run 2019
Summary:

When you're livin' on a ship full up with crew, sometimes you gotta keep things to yourself, give yourself a little bit of space in the black to hold what's private an' pure. Then, other times, you just gotta say, fuck it.

[MCU/Firefly mashup.] NOW WITH THE PORN!



I’ve got a bunch of other WIPs i’ll Share later this week, but hey, IM DOING ALL THE WRITING THINGS LOOKIT
seventhe: (SAZH)

Hey y’all — figured I owe some people updates on their commissions.

I’ve gotten sidetracked the last couple weeks, for three specific reasons:

  1. I started working for an online client and it was a bit of a struggle to figure out how to get their style to meet mine;
  2. I accidentally became the mod of an incredible MCU fandom discord, where we chat and stream movies together and do word sprints, and it’s very very fun except that I accidentally run a discord now I guess;
  3. The leadup to Avengers: Endgame, and the aftermath, was actually my first time experiencing something so big in a fandom that’s alive and current, so while the MCU is still just the MCU, I kind of let go and let myself enjoy the hype and excitement of being a part of that, cause I could.

That being said, I’ve looked at my money situation again, and I’m ready to get back to working on these commissions, and I’m probably going to have to reopen commissioning at some point. More on that in a second; here’s what I’ve got in the queue:

  • [personal profile] queenlua/@queenlua — Sokka piece, 4000-5000.
  • [personal profile] sepdet — a beautifully hilarious intricate crossover of FF into LOTR, 5000+
  • [personal profile] lassarina — Locke, Celes, and Setzer pull off a heist and then porn happens, 5000+.
  • [personal profile] flonnebonne — something from Momentum-verse, length TBD.
  • /@clintobarto — prompt TBD.
  • kebarnett88 — GW, 1x2 pining, nice full prompt, 3000-4000.
  • RainDriesOut — continuation of the soulmark universe, Tony and Steve, 4000-5000.
  • some lesbians who are paying me to GIVE HER THE STRAP fucking /@kangofu_cb /@aw-Hawkeye-no /@spidergwenstefani, likely to be over 10K of absolute filth.
  • /@awheckery — Winterhawk In Kushiel , length TBD.
  • /@mispelheim — winterhawk, misunderstandings trope.

As you can see, this is a lot of words to write!! And I am excited to get back to them!! It has taken me longer than expected, and the other reason is - as you can see - switching back and forth between fandoms can be tricky when you’re in one headspace and need to type switch to another. It’s harder than I gave it credit for, really.

That being said, I intend to turn in all of this work by the end of May.

The reason is, there’s more bullshit going on with my fricking pension payout than I expected, having budgeted for a huge cashout 01 May that isn’t here, and unless I can convince them to to an off-cycle payout for something THEY fucked up I may have to open commissions again. If so, they’ll open 15-20 May, with a new post and new price points.

Anyway — anyone on that list, if you’ve got additional ideas, now’s the time to throw ‘em at me! More inspiration always helps. I’m doing some paid work today but I’ll be starting on one of the top three tonight.

Thanks yall for the support, I have not forgotten and I intend to make good on all of these, yay me

seventhe: (Quistis: smile)

so in addition to my commissions (which are, yes, still coming) i've taken on some content writing work for with two different clients. It's easy stuff, for reasonable amounts of money - not a survivable income yet, but making enough for me to slide along until 01 May - and while some of it can be fun, i'm realizing that i don't want to be an online content writer for money.

no, it isn't meant to be interesting work. and there's a certain -- not pleasure, but the sense of having gained a skill, i guess, to be helping my brain learn how to do dumb work for money. if you all remember, i was severely overinvested in my career to the point where it was used abusively against me, so there's a good lesson for my head to learn on how to be detached.

but it isn't what i want the sabbatical to be like. i want my sabbatical to be writing, working on my own original fiction, building an audience in fandom, trying to actually go for it before i have to turn back and find a corporate job again.

it's funny cause i fucked up my money and that's why im here, pumping out silly 500 word articles for bit cash, so it isn't a complaint, more an awareness. I need the cash, but it also takes up so much of my time?

i feel like there are stories in me, stories i can tell, stories that would sell, and i want to reach for that - jump for it, have nothing to do all day except let words come out; i feel like i really could do it if i could settle down (and defeat ADHD and executive dysfunction, and depression, and my dumb body, of course) and have a month or two to really bang it out. in november i wrote 57K in 10 days because i did nothing else. i can do that.

anyway for now lol i need paid so i'm off to write some really ridiculous stuff, yay

seventhe: (SAZH)
Time to catch up and share here; I’ve finished my first four commissions :)

“Fic” )

The Commissions list is, in order, as follows:

1. Queenlua
2. Elynehil
3. Sepdet
4. Rina
5. Flonnebonne
6. Clintobarto
7. Kebarnett88
8. RainDriesOut
9. Give Her The Strap
10. Awheckery
11. Mispelheim

This sets me up for ALMOST 50K STILL TO WRITE, based on the tiers requested and the knowledge that for me to tell a story I’m always gonna hit the top end of expected word count, which is a fuck load of words okay. It’s hella fun, but it means I’m gonna need to close commissions 01 April (tomorrow), until I get caught up on some of the longer ones.

Writing for pay (both commissions and professionally) has been interesting. It’s something I need to better schedule and balance; I’d like to be able to work on paid writing, fan fiction, original fiction, and personal/professional blogging all at once, on a sort of schedule. I’ll need to work that out moving forward.

Thanks again to anybody who’s helping me out right now, and you’ve got a day to slip in a comm if you want one :P

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