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seventheyes i also hate that i posted to tumblr first rather than DW, but i needed to embed the image easily, so that's where i went dont shoot me
yes: I'm behind my GYWO target. Behind by about 25,000 words going into june. for someone who writes the way i did last year, this isn't too concerning yet, especially because i have two new projects i'm excited about and a bunch of year-old comms i want to dig into for motivation. but like ... like you'll see on the post. life has been A Thing. it's been too much of A Thing. I give up.
also realizing its already june has been a punch to the gut; my brain still thinks it's, like, april. somehow. halfway through the year and i've made no significant progress on either of my two goals for 2021: finishing my first original novel and getting back into shape. i don't know why the turning of the calendar hits like this - i'm of the opinion that the best time to start a project is right now - but if it motivates, i'm going to use it.
i mean, i've been cancelling my two standard weekly original fiction dates lately because i am either overworked or too exhausted, so i only have me to blame, but then again gestures at tumblr post That's A Thing.
anyway im overworked and tired and mad and slowly going crazy, how are yall
(EDITED) to say that every single tag on this post is accurate but while going through my tags i found this and im fucking howling why am i like this
- "well i'm not dead" con,
- 2021: disaster garbage,
- 99 problems,
- bitchcraft and wizardry,
- epic battles: sev vs people in general,
- epic battles: sev vs time,
- epic battles: sev vs wordcount,
- first world problems,
- fucking fuck cake with fuck sauce,
- i am my gramma reborn,
- i am not going that way,
- i am not very today,
- i can't get no satisfaction,
- i do not want you to be pointy,
- i'm sick of working!,
- inhale serenity / exhale homicide,
- liveblogging my own goddamned shitshow,
- no: it's weiners,
- ok so when did i get old,
- real life bites me in the ass,
- sev is in the "other" category,
- the bottle of wine says yes,
- the bottom of the barrel of fucks,
- the shitshow at the fuck factory,
- the trick is to keep breathing,
- what the fuck me ever,
- zero fucks stomach pump
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Date: 2021-06-04 05:59 pm (UTC)IT'S NOT LIKE I'VE BEEN SUPER GREAT ABOUT ORIGINAL FICTION EITHER but we probably should make an effort maybe? idk. maybe we can just drink and knit and play games.
why are we so tired.
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Date: 2021-06-04 06:57 pm (UTC)