SLEEP WHY ARE YOU DIFFICULT
Oct. 19th, 2011 08:40 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I have been having the weirdest sleep lately, on weeknights. I think it's because my sleep schedule's all up in the wonk zone -- my stupid body deals best when I'm sleeping a lot, and it deals best with that when actually being on some kind of sleep schedule (between a rigid sleep schedule and my sleeping drugs, I can manage to beat my insomnia 6 out of 7 nights of a given week). So I need to fix that.
But it's like... there are nights I go to bed and I wake up feeling like I've only gotten 4 hours of sleep... and it's been 7 hours and it's time for work; that feeling sucks. And then there are nights where I go to bed and wake up feeling like I've gotten 4 hours of sleep... and it's only been like 2. That's what happened last night - I rolled over all groggy and covered in cats, thinking "great goddamn, I do not feel like I got 7 hours of sleep at all" - and it was 2 am. It was a beautiful thing, rolling right the fuck back over and burrowing up in my blankets and knowing I had another 4 hours to sleep. Naturally the great feeling didn't translate into me feeling any more awake this morning but there you go.
I also had a fabulous dream last night that I was making Thanksgiving dinner with all 5 Gundam Wing pilots. (Heero really is a dick.) Which is a good lead into saying
safety_caesars and I finished watching Gundam Wing!! More detailed thoughts later, but if you have seen it now is the time to pour your thoughts into a comment and amuse me.
But it's like... there are nights I go to bed and I wake up feeling like I've only gotten 4 hours of sleep... and it's been 7 hours and it's time for work; that feeling sucks. And then there are nights where I go to bed and wake up feeling like I've gotten 4 hours of sleep... and it's only been like 2. That's what happened last night - I rolled over all groggy and covered in cats, thinking "great goddamn, I do not feel like I got 7 hours of sleep at all" - and it was 2 am. It was a beautiful thing, rolling right the fuck back over and burrowing up in my blankets and knowing I had another 4 hours to sleep. Naturally the great feeling didn't translate into me feeling any more awake this morning but there you go.
I also had a fabulous dream last night that I was making Thanksgiving dinner with all 5 Gundam Wing pilots. (Heero really is a dick.) Which is a good lead into saying
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Date: 2011-10-20 12:53 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-10-19 04:30 pm (UTC)THIS WAS MY FANDOM IN HIGH SCHOOL
I SPENT OVER 5 YEARS WRITING FIC AND DRAWING FOR THIS FANDOM I'M NOT EVEN LYING
MY EXCITEMENT RIGHT NOW IS SO EPIC
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Date: 2011-10-19 04:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-10-19 04:50 pm (UTC)YEAH THAT'S RIGHT. HET. SHUN ME NOW. BUT WHEN I REWATCHED THE SERIES RECENTLY I WAS LIKE HEERO/TROWA ALL OVER THE PLACE. THE BEST FIC RECS I CAN GIVE YOU ARE THESE CRACKED OUT FICS ABOUT THE GUNDAM PILOTS AT THE AGE OF 5, I'M NOT EVEN LYING. IF YOU DISLIKE TREIZE, YOU WILL LIKE THEM. THEY ARE THE DUMBEST THING I EVER READ, BUT THEY ARE LIKE, SO AMAZING, I REREAD THEM CONSTANTLY.
http://antidoor.freehosting.net/fanfics.html
okay but seriously other than that, i legit read mostly heero/relena and shit. uh, but i think there was WAIT WAIT oh wait
i know what i am reccing you shit she's fantastic
http://gundamwing.fanworkrecs.com/fics/s/11-11.htm
read this fucking thing immediately, it's called 11:11 and she was one of my favorite authors who actually wrote heero/duo and trowa/quatre, which i rarely read. but this is gen and spooky. and amazing. her huge long fic, which i will try and track down, is called "asylum" and it's just... it will linger.
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Date: 2011-10-19 05:06 pm (UTC)You know, I actually would like to read some good Heero/Relena. Because I am intrigued by it, I just felt like it was incomplete in the series (let's say each other's name a lot and then by the end suddenly we're besties? Although dude I have shipped on less) and I would like to see a good take on it because I think I could get into it if I have some good fic to chew on. XDDDD
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Date: 2011-10-19 05:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-10-21 05:23 am (UTC)