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Apr. 23rd, 2013 07:23 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
seventheI am moved.
I am exhausted.
--this is a post that was supposed to go up yesterday but I had "one of those days" at work yesterday where people come down from Research to do things and I have to assist / chaperone (I am the highest-paid babysitter in the world some days) meaning I was on my feet manual labor from 7am-3pm minus lunch, which meant basically nothing else got done. I was so tired yesterday I had that grey ring of fuzz around my vision. Cool.
I am operating entirely out of my phone too because although I know where the computer is amidst the 31209487 boxes in my house, my dad packed up all my cords separately and neatly... somewhere in the third dimension apparently. Hopefully I will find them before it is August. This is a very helpful thing when you are running an exchange! >.>
I already love the house and being in the house. Even though my bedroom isn't ready and I won't have actually "moved in" to my own fucking room until this Sunday... I'm not entirely surprised to find that a partial but major source of all of the awful anxiety and depression I've been fighting lately is the should-be-familiar feeling of upcoming change, of not having an actual home, loss of foundation and safe place. Now that I've got that back, even though it's a fucking disaster world that doesn't look at all like "my place" and I'm not even in my own bed, I already feel more stable.
My everything hurts. Literally. The disc in my neck is sending spasming pain down my right shoulderblade; my lower back pinched nerve is sending electric shocks down my right ass cheek into my right hamstring like a glorified final boss. I have eleven bruises on my left leg, my knees hurt (???), I've gotten more headaches in the past three days than in the past entire year... I am apparently too fragile to move. good thing I will never do it again
I-- I swear I had more things to say but well this is what you get
edit: REPLYING TO COMMENTS VIA EMAIL IS FUCKING BOSS AS FUCK. DREAMWIDTH WINS
I am exhausted.
--this is a post that was supposed to go up yesterday but I had "one of those days" at work yesterday where people come down from Research to do things and I have to assist / chaperone (I am the highest-paid babysitter in the world some days) meaning I was on my feet manual labor from 7am-3pm minus lunch, which meant basically nothing else got done. I was so tired yesterday I had that grey ring of fuzz around my vision. Cool.
I am operating entirely out of my phone too because although I know where the computer is amidst the 31209487 boxes in my house, my dad packed up all my cords separately and neatly... somewhere in the third dimension apparently. Hopefully I will find them before it is August. This is a very helpful thing when you are running an exchange! >.>
I already love the house and being in the house. Even though my bedroom isn't ready and I won't have actually "moved in" to my own fucking room until this Sunday... I'm not entirely surprised to find that a partial but major source of all of the awful anxiety and depression I've been fighting lately is the should-be-familiar feeling of upcoming change, of not having an actual home, loss of foundation and safe place. Now that I've got that back, even though it's a fucking disaster world that doesn't look at all like "my place" and I'm not even in my own bed, I already feel more stable.
My everything hurts. Literally. The disc in my neck is sending spasming pain down my right shoulderblade; my lower back pinched nerve is sending electric shocks down my right ass cheek into my right hamstring like a glorified final boss. I have eleven bruises on my left leg, my knees hurt (???), I've gotten more headaches in the past three days than in the past entire year... I am apparently too fragile to move. good thing I will never do it again
I-- I swear I had more things to say but well this is what you get
edit: REPLYING TO COMMENTS VIA EMAIL IS FUCKING BOSS AS FUCK. DREAMWIDTH WINS
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Date: 2013-04-23 04:23 pm (UTC)HA HA HA, LIFE
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Date: 2013-04-23 04:21 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2013-04-23 06:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-04-23 05:16 pm (UTC)YOU'RE A BADASS.
Seriously though, I am constantly in awe of you and your ability to deal with everything life throws your way. Congrats on being moved!
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Date: 2013-04-23 06:47 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-04-23 10:05 pm (UTC)YOU ARE MIGHTY
ENJOY YOUR SPACE WHICH IS YOURS
AND LET ME KNOW IF YOU COME ACROSS ANY PACKED-SEPARATELY PLUGS FROM AN OLD IOMEGA ZIP DRIVE FROM 1995
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Date: 2013-04-23 11:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-04-24 08:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-04-24 11:20 am (UTC)Oh god. Okay: my FIRST EVER ACTUAL FANFIC was this giant sprawling epic (who is surprised) CROSSOVER between FFIV and FFVI. And I mean sprawling. I am pretty sure it took up three 3-1/4" floppy discs. There were five parts. The first four parts each had like 12-15 chapters. I seriously DON'T EVEN KNOW
it contained a million OCs (although I am actually disappointed to say none of them were entirely Mary Sues) and Kain/Terra. I stand behind the latter at least
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Date: 2013-04-24 04:35 pm (UTC)OR ORIGINAL SERIES STAR TREK WITH AN ABSOLUTE TEXTBOOK SUE
YOU ARE VERY CLEVER TO HAVE WRITTEN YOURS ON FLOPPIES WHICH TAKE MORE EFFORT TO ACCESS
AND I BET IT'S A BETTER STORY
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Date: 2013-04-24 06:10 pm (UTC)I AM ACTUALLY REALLY DISAPPOINTED TO HAVE MISSED MOST OF THE MARY SUE STAGE. I AM NOT SAYING MY CHARACTERS WERE GREAT, BUT I DON'T THINK I EVER HAD LIKE ABSOLUTE SUE SHAME :(
I AM APPARENTLY 2SERIOUS