brain: why

[seventhe]

Dear Self,

If you could seriously stop being so ridiculously cranky and irritable, find some fucking energy in those pills you're taking, and maybe quit daydreaming of being an antisocial hermit hobo for the rest of your life, this would all be a little easier.

Love,
Self

PS: The bipolar manic/depressive bit at work isn't helping, either.

Comments

Re: Oh look, another legit comment!

[first-seventhe.livejournal.com]

SHIRT UNBUTTONING

SORRY, THAT WAS MY BRAIN

if my coworkers knew the things that I have thought AND OCCASIONALLY, WHEN I HAVE NO RESTRAINT AND NOTHING ELSE TO DO, WRITTEN while at work, my ass would be IN JAIL.

It's that bad.

Re: Oh look, another legit comment!

[notraffic.livejournal.com]

I hear you. I've handwritten some awful shit.

Sometimes, it's so bad, I just like...shove it in an envelope and forget I did it. LIKE A CRIME.

...And then I take it out again and am like, "If I posted this, um...would I just be de-friended BY EVERYONE?"

And the answer is: PROBABLY.

Re: Oh look, another legit comment!

[notraffic.livejournal.com]

*When I say "awful," I mean tried under an obscenity statute and sent to prison for writing about ... unfortunate scenarios. Oops.

Re: Oh look, another legit comment!

[first-seventhe.livejournal.com]

I have these NOTES. In my Blackberry. That just say ridiculous things like "Larsa/Gabranth on the desk Larsa tops" as if I am supposed to suddenly summon 5000 words from THAT once I am no longer on a work computer? MY BRAIN, IT'S PRETTY HELPFUL.

Also, I actually think I have a "mass defriending" tag somewhere from when I started writing dubcon. OH WELL.

Re: Oh look, another legit comment!

[deadcellredux.livejournal.com]

OH HEY JUMPING IN AGAIN Larsa/Gabranth getting bent over a desk... UH. THIS NEEDS TO EXIST (actually I'm sure it does and I just haven't found it yet).

Your Blackberry sounds like my iPhone... the notes on there are filled with ridiculous fanfic porn ideas. I agree with all that's been said here-- daydreaming about porn at work, um, YEAH. And I've handwritten terrible things at work. And.. and.. yeah. All of the above.

DON'T TELL HR LOLZ