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Nov. 8th, 2011 05:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
seventheDear Self,
If you could seriously stop being so ridiculously cranky and irritable, find some fucking energy in those pills you're taking, and maybe quit daydreaming of being an antisocial hermit hobo for the rest of your life, this would all be a little easier.
Love,
Self
PS: The bipolar manic/depressive bit at work isn't helping, either.
If you could seriously stop being so ridiculously cranky and irritable, find some fucking energy in those pills you're taking, and maybe quit daydreaming of being an antisocial hermit hobo for the rest of your life, this would all be a little easier.
Love,
Self
PS: The bipolar manic/depressive bit at work isn't helping, either.
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Date: 2011-11-09 01:52 am (UTC)You can do the alkyl halide chant with me? Right after I remember it.
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Date: 2011-11-09 01:54 am (UTC)ALKYL HALIDES! HOW EXCITING (THIS IS NOT SARCASTIC I AM SERIOUS)
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Date: 2011-11-09 02:30 am (UTC)(YOU ARE THE ONE PERSON IN MY WORLD WHO WOULD SAY THAT AND NOT BE SARCASTIC! XD) OUR WHOLE UNIT IS ALKYL HALIDES AND RELATED MECHANISMS!!!!1! IT IS EXCITING!!11!! And our prof taught us a cheer, but I forgot it already.
I was too busy drawing the THF mechanism over and over and OVER because THAT IS THE COOLEST DAMN THING EVER! THE CHAAAAIN BECOMES A RIIIIIING! OMG! OMG! (I no longer get invited to dinner parties, because when I say 'Back Attack,' it is not in the context of a gay joke.)
We're doing more alcohols, and then it's multistep synthesis next, and then she's introducing this polymers thing as a preview to next semester. The room was totally silent in horror, except for me, who was letting off an "Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!" without meaning to.
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Date: 2011-11-09 02:37 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-11-09 05:47 am (UTC)AND YOU CAN LOOK AT THE NOT RING AND SEE HOW THERE WAS A RING AND LOOK AT THE RING AND SEE HOW TO MAKE IT A NOT RING AND WE'RE GOING OVER THAT MORE IN THE SECOND SEMESTER BUT OMG!
I <3 polymers. I see why you love them. You have no idea. Like I'm excited for this class.
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Date: 2011-11-08 11:03 pm (UTC)my colleague is getting married on friday (AT 11 AM WHO THE FUCK DOES THIS) and while i would have stayed and left early, now i am helping to bring the cake and picking up the flowers ahead of time, so it's going to be an early morning and i'll have to be ready pretty much at times we would not be getting up at should we repeat last week
however, i am up for moving this to friday, if everyone is okay with 2 days in a row of booze (not that this has ever stopped us before)
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Date: 2011-11-09 05:18 am (UTC)Oh look, another legit comment!
Date: 2011-11-09 12:34 am (UTC)Just daydream about porn; it soothes the crank beast. Well, at least in my experience. ^_^
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Date: 2011-11-09 01:59 am (UTC)Re: Oh look, another legit comment!
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Date: 2011-11-09 02:29 am (UTC)ANYWHERE
PLEASE TELL ME IT DOES
HNNNNNNNGH
(today's adventure was Fang topping the shit out of Lightning and Vanille simultaneously)
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Date: 2011-11-09 02:36 am (UTC)MAYBE WITH PROPER ENCOURAGEMENT I CAN DO SO
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Date: 2011-11-09 02:45 am (UTC)Re: Oh look, another legit comment!
Date: 2011-11-09 02:49 am (UTC)Re: Oh look, another legit comment!
Date: 2011-11-09 02:48 am (UTC)I do the same shit. Um, whether I'm bored or not. I basically just write porn in my head all the time. No joke. I'm like, walking to the mother-effing cafeteria in the morning to get coffee, and for real, this is what passes through my head: "Man. It'd be really hot if Reno was leaning over Rufus naked while Tseng unbuttoned his shirt. Shirt unbuttoning from behind is really hot."
I then wrote 5,000 words or some ridic shit when I got home.
Listen. Porn can happen anywhere, ANY TIME. And I regularly consider that..."Gee, if my coworkers...or uh, anyone...knew what the fuck I was thinking...I WOULD BE ARRESTED AND FIRED." Oh gosh, they have NO IDEA.
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Date: 2011-11-09 02:50 am (UTC)SORRY, THAT WAS MY BRAIN
if my coworkers knew the things that I have thought AND OCCASIONALLY, WHEN I HAVE NO RESTRAINT AND NOTHING ELSE TO DO, WRITTEN while at work, my ass would be IN JAIL.
It's that bad.
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Date: 2011-11-09 03:07 am (UTC)Sometimes, it's so bad, I just like...shove it in an envelope and forget I did it. LIKE A CRIME.
...And then I take it out again and am like, "If I posted this, um...would I just be de-friended BY EVERYONE?"
And the answer is: PROBABLY.
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Date: 2011-11-09 03:08 am (UTC)Re: Oh look, another legit comment!
Date: 2011-11-09 03:12 am (UTC)Also, I actually think I have a "mass defriending" tag somewhere from when I started writing dubcon. OH WELL.
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Date: 2011-11-10 04:20 am (UTC)Your Blackberry sounds like my iPhone... the notes on there are filled with ridiculous fanfic porn ideas. I agree with all that's been said here-- daydreaming about porn at work, um, YEAH. And I've handwritten terrible things at work. And.. and.. yeah. All of the above.
DON'T TELL HR LOLZ
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